umbilical noose

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went out to eat for my birthday with my dads side but to make it i had to stay up for 24 hours because my schedule is fucked. bet i looked like a zombie, not sure if thats unusual though.

we talked about sour dough bread, sylvester stallone, seed oils and the movie "rad".

the workers came out with a sombrero and put whip cream on my face as they sang, the free churros were insane though.

i dont listen to nirvana anymore which might be why i havent thought about this in a while but i almost died in utero. the umbilical cord was wrapped around my neck and they had to do an emergency c-section. my mom always makes it a point to tell me when they pulled me out i was just looking around instead of crying. she always attributes that to why im so calm lol. id like to know if things like that have lasting effects on who you are. even though we dont remember the first 3 years of our life, surely the things we experience play a part in our subconcious.

me and my sister listened to joeyy on the way there, it was a good day.